New Reasoning
I’m going through what I’m going through because God is preparing me for bigger and greater things.
Most of my life, I’ve treating people the way I wanted to be treated. I always have been there for family and friends when they needed me. I never have been the type to ask for help myself because I never had the time to ask before people ask me. I have been taking advantage of in so many ways. What people don’t know is that I have had my ups and downs also. My downs sometime outweighed my ups. I’ve had so many sleepless night wondering what If! One of my biggest weaknesses I had was free spirited and kindhearted that put me in a rut. I said had because now that I know better, I plan on doing better. I have questioned myself long enough about how my life would have turned out:
If I had went right instead of left
If I had went off to University College vs. Community College; would my life be different?
If I had said No instead of Yes to a lot of bad choices
My life is what it is now because of the decisions I’ve made in the past, but I am expecting bigger and greater things for my future because I’m wiser, I’m more confident that I can succeed, I’m stronger and more focus on what I want and how I’m gone get it .
If you are not careful saying YES to everything and always putting people problems before your own, you will find yourself
In a rut
In a Stage of depression
Stressed and sick
You might start questioning a Higher Power. I was bad about questioning God. Everytime I got in a slump, I asked why is this happening to me? Did I do something to bring bad karma on myself ? I didn’t understand! I was always treating others with respect and courtesy, so Yes, why was bad things happening to me. Was I ever gone get what I want? Knowing what I know now, I didn’t have anyone to blame but myself.
When you learn better, you do better. I’m so thankful now that I can say with enthusiasm ” I’m going through what I’m going through because God is preparing me for Bigger and Greater Things.” I have build a strong firm foundation now and it won’t be destroyed.
Without a test No testimony! Evaluate what is destroying your happiness, dreams or relationships and find new reasoning for changing it around for better.
